Echo Nightray

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the servant is jealous

the servant is sad
her master doesn't care,
the servant is cry
her heart feel so hurt..

long time, the servant can't contact with her master
the servant wondered to herself,
where is her master?
the servant looks so afraid,
if her master leaveing her again..

some day, the servant see her master talk with a girl.
and her master won't see the servant,
the servant wonder why, and look down..
waiting for her master.

so long,
her master won't to talk with her.
the servant looks so scared,
but the servant won't showed it
so long..
the servant start to despaired
continuing  her questions,

before a long,
the servant know that her master loved someone,
at the time, 
the servant feel her heart is pounding..
by the cold wind on autumn 
autumn in her heart..
the servant hugs herself,
with the tears that won't stop..


at the last night, under the shining half moon,
in her dream
she has come to a place,
and she see that her master is away..
even if the moon returned by the sun
and the shining sun light up her face,
the servant still kept standing at that place.
the servant can't do anything
with the steel that binds her feeling,
the servant just can see her master,
walked away from her,
the servant try to run after him..
but something awaken her soul and make her cry..

"oh god, am i too selfish? i just allowed my master just be mine! but i...
i love him, god.. i'm too afraid, my master will leaving me again. i can't.. i won't..
ah, or... am i jealous? ahk!! stupid!! stupid servant!!"

at next night,
the servant can't sleep..
even if she feels so tired,
she doesn't know why..
that make her heart so sad.
she want to apologize to her master..
so she singing a lulaby for her master,
and hope, it can reach to her master tough the land...



october, 25, 2010. 02.13 am.